I want you to know that for as long as I am alive, my body will be yours to hold. Being held by you one day every week, or every month, or every year is enough. If I had to make a choice, one more night with you would be worth every other night for the rest of my life with anyone else.

Here’s to Utah, our next Lalal Land, where I can see your handsome face light up the Home Screen on my phone. I love that picture because it’s colorful and fun—no one would disagree. But the other reason I love it is because you took it from the angle I see you when I’m laying on top of you and we’re talking and we’re laughing. To me, you captured the essence of those sacred moments in that picture.

You know how I said no one can give you what you need better than I can? Do you realize that about yourself with respect to me? Do you know deep down that no one can give me what I need better than you? That is not a rhetorical question. I want to know if you find yourself feeling that way.

I feel like you must know that. Do you?

How could there be anyone else?