Thank you for talking to me today about my history with Tim. It’s not something I’ve spent a whole lot of time explaining and it feels clumsy to articulate it. I really appreciate your patience.

Last night I paid particular attention to the way your hands feel gliding and resting on my body while we make love. Just having your hands on me feels amazing. I’ve read that the skin is the body’s largest organ.

I miss you baby. I loved sleeping with you last week. I love throwing a leg over you, love feeling those arms whenever I reach for you. There is a particular state of contentment I have sleeping next to you that I cannot achieve in your absence. I reach for you at night, every night.

I ache for you. I truly ache.

Tomorrow cannot come soon enough.