I’m still at the vets office, waiting on Midge. I thought I might take a few minutes to roll around with some topics you and I brushed up against during our conversation yesterday evening.

We talked about how you were a people-pleaser and how you disliked hurting people. You mentioned that you had managed to say things to me that you didn’t want to say and that doing so took a lot.

I guess what was on my mind last night that I couldn’t figure out how to say that it seemed to me that it was easier to tell me hard things than others. I honestly do not know how I feel about that now.

I know want you to be honest with me, even when it hurts me. I accept you and want you to be happy, even if that’s being without me.

I’ve always felt that way. It’s part of loving.