I miss you and feel like my world is turned upside down. Your presence in my life is important to me and I am so scared that you’re going to exit again. It is difficult for me to think about anything but that. I am afraid that you didn’t call today because you’ve decided to stop talking to me altogether. The last time that happened was traumatizing for me and I am deeply concerned about reliving that.

I realize that it maybe just wasn’t possible or that maybe you just need this time to yourself. Please reach out. Tell me you’re thinking about me and that you’re okay. I love you.

Also, I’ve now learned the laws on voluntary psychiatric admissions. If you have any trouble, let me know. Not that you can read this.