60. Soul mInIng

“Integrity” is a noun. When it is an adjective , it is “integral.” When it is a verb, it is “integrate.” The past participle form of it as a verb is “integrated.” So, to live with integrity, so to speak, is to lead an integrated life. I thought you’d like all that..

What does iit mean. My Love, to lead a fully integrated life? To lead life with integrity? Does it just mean doing what you say you’ll do? Or is it more than that? Does it mean integrating your values in accordance with your desires and behaviors?. And more directly, does loving me compromise your integrity? And if so, with respect to whom?

These are just some questions I have, my love. You’re a smart cookie. I think you probably already consider things like this just about on the daily, if not perhaps the same terms. That’s why, if nothing else, I am putting them to you so that you know that I know the sort of shit you wrassle with. So you know you’re not out there pondering alone.

I am with you in that space too. The soul searching space. The space where the intellect mines the soul. It’s not sexy in this space. But it’s human. And it’s you. And I love it too. Because it’s a part of you. Because it’s a part of us.

I love even the non-eternal parts of you, sweetz.